Calling Attention to my Subtitle

All I want to be is my true self. It confuses me though, that there are forces that work against this. Am I the victim of a karma that is slowly begining to sweeten. Yes, it is true that I deserve a some what sour present for my less then desirable past. But...

Do I deserve to spill the glass when I thirst the most? Or is my thirst just begining to mount? Maybe I am snacking before dinner, but I am hungry and sometimes I am tempted to eat any cold day old sandwich that's sitting in the fridge.

Ummm, isn't that good.